Ok - before you start to read i warn you this is not an ordinary blog. So you don't have to worry too much about turning insane over the next 5 Minuit's.

Well because of my current predicament making me not myself i am not writhing a normal blog tonight - instead i think i will explain to the newer readers why i blog, and what they are all about

I generally blog late at night, before i go to bed in a period where i am very hyper. Doing this not only gives me somewhere to out the mentlneess, but often gives m a place to vent my true feelings. I treat this as a kind of personal diary at times, although its obviously not. This is why i right them in that sort o state - as things that would normally never leave the document i right these on get out their in the open. Very reliving at times. These blogs therefor are very usually my true thoughts and feelings - and the later it is and the more hyper i am the deeper These truths get- however as i am no where near that state tonight i am mealy explain them tonight instead - as i would not be Abel to produce the generally much deeper blog that i usually do...

goodnight all - n i really do hope ill be in tomorrow - or at least in for break and by dinner :)