Ok, so I lying hear, sprawled out on the floor, leaning against a atlas, globe type thing…. and its bloody comfy ignoring the fact that iv gt what feels like south Africa lodged up my spine. Lol, I know this sounds to be a crazy thing to be doing, but as my computers on the floor, and this happens to be the comfiest thing around, excluding getting my pillows of me bed, that’s just too dam intelligent and involved too much effort.. and if I could be bothered, what sort of student would I be? Not much of a good one id say!

He he, im well happy sat hear though, cos I just screwed the system, and am bloody chuffed :)

Ok, well it goes like this, ur supposed to do 4 AS levels, well I just spend the last month avoiding this and I beet it, I beet academia! No 4 subjects 4 me :), so stick that academia! Lol, and what a shame, I told Ms Clark that I wouldn’t boost about it, well I aren’t, im just screaming with joy from the roof tops… hell yeh, stick that in your pipe and smoke it, try kick me owt, I don’t give a bloody shit.

Oh yeh, and I think the other reason im pretty high (high enough to be sat here giggling like a little school girl, well nearly. More of a little pixy/ butch German lesbian 6ft tall school girl to be honest, but the way societies going nowadays, I can’t really see the difference, can you? Thought not) Anyway, back the reason, and away from the new forming sect in today’s society…

Well im pretty high rarely coos the 3 litters of coffee I drank to keep awake last night is still their, and I found out that baileys is quite a nice to have gargling competitions with, pretty fun apart from when u start coffin n it goes down the wrong hole, almost worse then snorting cider… almost.

Right, I really must be nice and high, as im currently playing hangman of the person I fancy with Mark .p, something quite amusing, epically as he has no idea of the person im on about… and all iv told him Is the fact that iv mentioned her before, and that he’s probably seen some pictures of her… wonder how hell so… only ***** bloody letters to guess though ???

Well, I levee that their, as im still felling sick after having a banana lobed into my groin sometime today (yes more fruit antics) which hurt a hell of a lot, leaving me rather incapacitated on the floor 4-5 minutes, painful but yet highly amusing.

Oh no weight, I forgot, that was yesterday, today was the turn of the orange + banana, both absolute classics. Well the story goes something like this, as we where prattling about in physics we made yet another discover, to do with the fact Joe basically has a fruit stall in his back, Giving ample selection for the attack. So as usual, I flew my self around the lab, unarmed before the orange was launched. I managed another classic launch behind the bench, the orange instead smashing into the digital clock on the wall, coving everywhere in orange juice and disintegrating the clock, and smashing and braking the plasma screen, but best of all after putting the batteries back in it started making a horrible screeching dieing nice, piss funny to watch and hear, although u sane people probably wont appreciate this, as you weren’t then stashing it in a back cupboard before legging it.

Oh well,, I can’t be bothered any more, too late and I think ill sleep tonight… that and marks almost lost at hang man, only guessed the “*****” and has 2 more life’s left… ha, not even a hard name….. Night allHe he, he lost- :) did sort of cheeta bit, but what the hell, i wouldent have given it to him anyway.... i may be high but im not stupid 

Current moode - Enerjectic, Supper Happy
Current music - Dragonforce (operation ground & pound)
Current drink - Nothing / too lazy to top up

***** Names, numbers and letter omited 13/3/07 due to the fact i no longer do ***** ******** Would put name ect back in now, as still do but realy crnt be arsed 15 / 6 / 07 **********

I can safly say Iv finally stopped feeling so abnormal, and once more feel full of life,  listing to dragon force suddenly give u a right kick and sure makes ya want to start thronging ur sen around the room… only you then fall through the walls, and I do think my parents would appreciate me jumping through the wall at this hour of night, or any hour really, but Id just love to see their looks on their faces if I just jumped through the wall, singing along to dragon force… which I best stop that, they get a bit grumpy when I start “waling” out loud in the night, though I do tell them I do not wail, I mealy rumble… lol. I’m proud of my fairly deep German style singing, though im even more proud of my high pitched girly scream, which I can proudly say is still higher than every lass Iv screamed in front off.… Don’t ask me how I change it that much though; it must be one of my new found talents.

 I don’t know why the power of dragon force has brought my strange mentality out again, it must be something to do with the head banging, which I fail at miserably, instead whacking my head on the dam computer monitor while righting - pretty painful, but strangely fun, but not quite as much fun as then sitting up and staring round the room like a rabbit, before once more slumping over my key bored unconscious… aint life brill!!!  Lol
I can still tell though, sat hear that theirs something else that’s yet again making me happy, something that only a few days ago had me sad, and not up to my usual self, but now Iv simply taken time to pull myself to gather and get on with life, and this new found inspiration (together with the rhythmic head butting of the monitor…. This is starting to give me a headacke. .. aww that really is hurting now) has giving me a hole new look upon this. I will not say much more about this though, as even though im drowning my brain with all the thought going though It I do think ill shall go into this though, as I still ned to think about this…. Although I must say straight away this is nothing to do with anything gay, as after last weekend I have had a hell of a lot of stick about being gay – which I am most certainly not!

 The incidents on Saturday night, which crocket delighted in telling Joe, and thus being spread around the entire school, as well as getting to my mum, where not the way half of the peeps at school received them, in fact nothing even happened,  it just looked like it, which is bad enough for some trying make a point that their not gay – pretty hard when their own brother bats that way, and when events like that get out.
At this point though I would just like to emphasise the point that im not gay, but a single, straight male ;)

 
Ok, now this is a rarity, a sad, non crazy DragonForce song… its sure different to the rest and is  now proceeding to make me more subdued, as its sort of sending out waves of sadness, and reminding me of what iv been seeking for so long now, and what I hope to one day achieve  :)

 
Ahh.. much better, “Through the fie and flames” now I can truly pick myself up, and go to bed in a happy mood, full of optimism once more, no time to think about things I should of done, just time to think about what I can do  :D

Ahy, av nt posted owt 4 a faire while, sorry bout this to them that where asking… my mentally has been unusually sane for a while, as Iv slept more recently, rather than going to bed at around 4-5 every night and straying online ranting about the strangeness of my days, which have all been fairly sain as well recently, until we ( me, some long haired “student basted” and the living dead – yes, mark sleeps even less than me, and still doesn’t look as dead as me at school, I really do think he’s been bitten, no living human being could stay up that long without becoming insane, well I certainly crnt cos I start tlking about how id like to be a crazy cat lady when I get tired, although I think this would certainly enforce my gender confusion, which hit me yet again this weekend ( no I said GENDER , nt the other one… OMG though, don’t u dare crocket… iu long haired git!) er, ok so where was I, other tan going off and getting confused….

Right, well as as was saying, before my own thoughts yet again jumped out of no where and hijacked my blogging,, oj their I go again….lolWell, this weekend stared off with yet another destruction of school by three of us, me Joe n mark, in which glue, banana, glued banana and water was involved, and in which I didn’t come off worse for once, even though I walked out of school covered in what looked like, erm well mysterious white stains, the walls and Joe of coerce being ain a much worse state,… although mark somehow remain mysteriously clean ??

After that I was looking forward to another weekend away, with my wife at woolly edge, but got disappointed when bas said he wasn’t going, and thought I wouldn’t be to go, which was made even worse by the fact that my internet had conked out (ok, I killed it again… and lost the network key so I couldn’t use it till Robert came home, which I then discovered he wouldn’t be as he was currently in Manchester, evil git. Talking bout that, I real should put the cover back only computer after changing he blue tack on my wireless card, the stuff holding it together, or at least it does until it melts and just makes sticky blue goo…

This all changed though once my brother called me asking me if I wanted a lift, so I was happy to be going her tonight, and stopped off on way their at Asda for some supage. Gt their just in time for supper, and was on my first pint oh cider before we set off for a stole to some church down road, while I still had my pint on me, which I managed to get over my face while walking into a ditch…how fun :)Once we came back we played some game type think, which was alright until it got round to something I wont mention, as im attempting to block thoughts two incidence out of my memory… though I still rember that snorting cider hurts!

After that though the game was brill, but we went to bed after that, some time round three…

Next day was cool as well, woke up, ad breakfast and then I spent most of day felling trees, yet again, intended to stop after everyone else started cleaning grouting, but my bro had brought the new felling axes, so I of cause had to go test them out…. Gosh I really am a raving lunatic when it comes to axes; then again I’m just a raving lunatic anyway.

After that we all just hung around for a while, with little to do until every one arrived… ended up walking to the church again… mainly in lunch of more booze, but my wife failed to be found, much to my disappointment…lol Came back with time spare before lighting the bonfire, which got going really well, and yet again singed my hair :( we had some fireworks as well, which weren’t all that brill, although they where fun when placed on the bonfire …. He he he Then their was a long period between everyone being their and the booze coming out which was rather uneventful, other than me yet again changing gender , once more becoming Vicky, and eating lots of parking… mmm, parking.! Things livened up once more after the booze came out, me having my last can oh cider, and then steeling a can oh fosters n laughing at Lucy as she gt drunk off it. Don’t know who’s WKD was from that night though, but am sure glad it was their, all them big mugs oh it gt me merry at least… nt gd enough to be drunk, just enough to get me walking over fire gain, with a few other idiots… though I did stupidly stop and stand in the middle of fire 4 a few min… but my trainers are already screwed.

After that it was off back in side, n bed, or stay in room all talking 4 few hrs b4 going to sleep…. N then, well it was just a get up clean up go home, tlk 4 ages srt oh thing… n I crnt be arsed tlkin any mores cos im tired, n just ranting on too much, without my usual madness still… sorry peeps but am more of slumped over ma keep bored today rather than my mined bouncing around everywhere….

Night